[He leans into the touch, feeling both turned on and a little nervous.]
I'm not... I'm not good at being unguarded. Part of me worries that letting go too much, it could let Justice take control and that risk scares me. I don't like the blank spots in my memory after, the wondering if I've, what I've done this time.
[He takes a slow breath.]
And yet I find what you're suggesting appealing. With you alone. Surprise, and trust, and you.
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Date: 2016-05-16 03:32 am (UTC)From:I'm not... I'm not good at being unguarded. Part of me worries that letting go too much, it could let Justice take control and that risk scares me. I don't like the blank spots in my memory after, the wondering if I've, what I've done this time.
[He takes a slow breath.]
And yet I find what you're suggesting appealing. With you alone. Surprise, and trust, and you.