[Sometimes he wishes he were a little better at explaining himself.]
I'm afraid of disappointing you. I'm...
[Half-broken, plagued with doubts and guilt, drenched in the blood of innocents.]
I'm afraid you're going to wake up and realize you've got the raw end of this deal, that you're going to want something you deserve and I've no idea how to give. I don't, I don't know what I'm doing. I'm fumbling and I want you, Maker, I want you so much, and everything I've ever wanted and had I've destroyed, Nate.
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[Sometimes he wishes he were a little better at explaining himself.]
I'm afraid of disappointing you. I'm...
[Half-broken, plagued with doubts and guilt, drenched in the blood of innocents.]
I'm afraid you're going to wake up and realize you've got the raw end of this deal, that you're going to want something you deserve and I've no idea how to give. I don't, I don't know what I'm doing. I'm fumbling and I want you, Maker, I want you so much, and everything I've ever wanted and had I've destroyed, Nate.