Right here. This is my fantasy. Being able to hold you, whether you're happy or in pain, and if you're in pain, being able to comfort you. This is all I want from you, and you know how to do it. But I don't. I don't know how to comfort you. Comfort has never been very important, in my life. But I yearn to comfort you. I yearn to make you happy, and to give you all those things you should have had.
But when I hurt--even if you're the one who hurts me--I will still want you right here, and that will comfort me. You're not cursed, Anders. You don't break everything you touch. You've just been living in the storm so long that you think a blue sky is a lie, instead of the end of the storm.
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Date: 2016-05-16 02:03 pm (UTC)From:[Nathaniel squeezes him.]
Right here. This is my fantasy. Being able to hold you, whether you're happy or in pain, and if you're in pain, being able to comfort you. This is all I want from you, and you know how to do it. But I don't. I don't know how to comfort you. Comfort has never been very important, in my life. But I yearn to comfort you. I yearn to make you happy, and to give you all those things you should have had.
But when I hurt--even if you're the one who hurts me--I will still want you right here, and that will comfort me. You're not cursed, Anders. You don't break everything you touch. You've just been living in the storm so long that you think a blue sky is a lie, instead of the end of the storm.