No, Nathaniel doesn't get that rush Anders gets when he's pushed. He does get that rush, though, and it's at times like this, when Anders is achingly kind to him, gentle and tender and attentive. Nathaniel has struggled with allowing it, but Anders has always been there with it when he did.
His legs stop directing Anders. His head drops back and his eyes close, attention turned toward the sensations he feels. It helps him to embrace the experience, to avoid feeling guilty and taking control. And when he comes, it's like reaching the crest of a wave instead of smacking into a wall. Every nerve is alive, but there is no pain, and tension only where there needs to be tension.
When he comes back down, his eyes open, and he leans up to kiss Anders, hands caressing and teasing at last, to coax him to the same peak.
Nate is so gorgeous that it could break his heart, and Anders finds himself wondering for the millionth time how it is that he got so lucky to be with this man. Anders grins into the kiss, already trembling from the way Nate's orgasm caused him to clench around his cock.
His hands are barely needed, but Anders welcomes them as he does every bit of affection from Nate. Never will he tire of how Nate makes him feel, never will he tire of trying to make sure Nate feels the same in return.
When he comes, it's quiet, eyes closing despite his effort to keep watching Nate. This is so much better than sleeping around randomly, and the gentle smile he gives Nate when he opens his eyes again reflects that.
"You are my treasure." And he needs to do better to make sure Nate feels treasured. Relationships take more thought and work than he's put into anything save healing and freeing people, but Nate deserves it.
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Date: 2017-04-25 12:23 am (UTC)From:His legs stop directing Anders. His head drops back and his eyes close, attention turned toward the sensations he feels. It helps him to embrace the experience, to avoid feeling guilty and taking control. And when he comes, it's like reaching the crest of a wave instead of smacking into a wall. Every nerve is alive, but there is no pain, and tension only where there needs to be tension.
When he comes back down, his eyes open, and he leans up to kiss Anders, hands caressing and teasing at last, to coax him to the same peak.
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Date: 2017-04-25 07:34 am (UTC)From:His hands are barely needed, but Anders welcomes them as he does every bit of affection from Nate. Never will he tire of how Nate makes him feel, never will he tire of trying to make sure Nate feels the same in return.
When he comes, it's quiet, eyes closing despite his effort to keep watching Nate. This is so much better than sleeping around randomly, and the gentle smile he gives Nate when he opens his eyes again reflects that.
"You are my treasure." And he needs to do better to make sure Nate feels treasured. Relationships take more thought and work than he's put into anything save healing and freeing people, but Nate deserves it.